I’d like to say that things are going great right now for me, but to tell you the truth, I’m starting to feel hopeless. I have been doing a lot of thinking lately and I’ve been realizing that whatever I’m working for is just not working anymore. I’m beginning to think that I need to figure out what else I can do with my life because whatever this is, it no longer feels right.

It’s depressing when what you have always wanted isn’t what you want anymore. 

Time to make some major life changes. Time to rearrange my goals. Time to figure out what else I can be, what else I can do, and how to get it all done. I’ve got a crap ton of prayers, and I hope at least one of them will be answered.